You love me one day
Hate me the next
Yell when I leave
Push you out of my head
I move on from abuse
Yet still I cry
About the life that I lost
I had to say goodbye
I had to leave
To protect my life
You're ending yours
Picking up the knife
Stab or Slit
The question you ask
I break down in tears
I beg you to stop
You ignore me for days
I think your dead
I move on
The cycle starts again
Dark and depressed
In a world full of fear
A little girl sits
And covers her ears
To block out the screaming
To block out the pain
That her father inflicts
Day after day
"Daddy it hurts"
She screams as she cries
Then faking a smile
she has to lie
She can't tell her mother
She cannot know
What her precious baby
Endures at home
Three days ago
This little girl died
Sick of lying and crying
She committed suicide
I roll the dice
To start my turn
To play your game
To watch you yearn
you see what i have
You want it so much
sorry honey
You're out of luck
I saw past your mask
I saw past your lies
I was strong enough
To say goodbye
You love me one day
Hate me the next
Yell when I leave
Push you out of my head
I move on from abuse
Yet still I cry
About the life that I lost
I had to say goodbye
I had to leave
To protect my life
You're ending yours
Picking up the knife
Stab or Slit
The question you ask
I break down in tears
I beg you to stop
You ignore me for days
I think your dead
I move on
The cycle starts again
Dark and depressed
In a world full of fear
A little girl sits
And covers her ears
To block out the screaming
To block out the pain
That her father inflicts
Day after day
"Daddy it hurts"
She screams as she cries
Then faking a smile
she has to lie
She can't tell her mother
She cannot know
What her precious baby
Endures at home
Three days ago
This little girl died
Sick of lying and crying
She committed suicide
I roll the dice
To start my turn
To play your game
To watch you yearn
you see what i have
You want it so much
sorry honey
You're out of luck
I saw past your mask
I saw past your lies
I was strong enough
To say goodbye
Jump then fall,
Spread your arms,
Above the world,
Above it all.
Swept away with the wind,
Let freedom take flight,
Soaring through skies,
Of day and of night.
Open your eyes,
Fall back down to earth,
Feet hit the ground,
Were they always were.
Pretending to fly,
In the expanse of your mind,
Choosing a dream over reality,
Because reality left you behind.
I feel so lost and alone,
I can't find my way back home,
I'm searching for something,
other than whats written in stone,
because I need to find something,
I can call my own.
I want to feel myself grow,
I need to let myself know,
that I'm fine the way I am,
that I'm worthy,
that I belong,
but it won't let me go.
It's teeth have sunk in deep,
deeper,
cutting through.
Shearing the skin,
I hear flesh ripping,
there's no way in fresh hell,
its ever going to let me go.
The blurs of summer streets are flashing by
The wind whips your hair past your bright green eyes
My stomach sinks too see such a waste of time
My heart bends and bleeds as I sing
How can I express it this thing I've never heard
My mouths never felt this dry and I can't find the words
Too tell you about this feeling
I'm unable to suppress
This pain deep within me thats causing an arrest
I'm held hostage by it's consistency
I can't bare too witness whats rising out of me
My blood's not boiling
But this street is pretty hot
All I can do is talk
I see your confusion, its written on your face
Who knew that confusion coul
Pain, Love and Life by LoveIsOutOfReach, literature
Literature
Pain, Love and Life
Pain, love and life.
Is it to be,
In love but not,
To see but not, to breathe but not,
To cut and to bleed but not,
To cry and to slice but not,
To feel but not to feel,
Because you are too numb from the smiles that cave in under love,
From the life that was balanced to the life that destroys,
The pretence of society,
I spurn,
To the love of my life I am spurned,
So what is the point oh sad one,
If I love but I do not?
What is the point of these blades and these cuts?
You tried so hard
To end your life
So precious and perfect
In everyones eyes
Your friends are all grieving
So are mine
They dont understand
You were borderline
A line so thin
With such a burden to bear
It was nobody elses
You chose not to share
So now here you lay
So fragile and pale
Nobody can help you
They know theyll just fail
Past the point
Of no return
In all of this
Theres a lesson to learn
A lesson of grieving
A lesson of love
A world of support
As you watch from above
Hi... I'm Caitie... I'm the freaky emo chick at my school and i write really depressing poetry which apparently people find interesting. I'm not actually an emo though people i'm actually really happy most of the time. i like writing poetry, taking photos (mainly of myself) and hanging out with my friends and i hate people who are really stereotypical, blogging, and telling people about myself... and i just did 2 of the things i hate lol :P
Current Residence: in a hole literally Favourite genre of music: Screamo at the moment Favourite photographer: my dad Favourite style of art: photography or poetry Operating System: vista MP3 player of choice: ipod Shell of choice: whats a shell? Wallpaper of choice: i like anything with skulls on so Skin of choice: my skin Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob Squarepants Personal Quote: Flying is throwing yourself at the ground and learning to miss
So I started writing a story today which is the first time I've ever written a story so we'll see how it turns out... and as for what its about well you will all just have to stay tuned and wait and see :)
RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
i trust you
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
The Dark Trail
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Because you live
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Lazy Day Afternoon
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
I dont Care
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Build God, Then We'll Talk
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Icarus
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Wait and Bleed
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Ticket to heaven
WHAT I
so... I started writing poetry... YAY go me!!!
and yeah i am in the process of uploading said poetry so i expect comments ppl plz plz plz tell me if you enjoy them or not plz plz plz